Close To The Front

Only paid attention in your lessons 
I Sat close at the front so I could see 
Your enthusiastic demonstrations 
Teaching to a class of only me 
And I couldn’t speak directly to you 
Without stuttering or turning red 
So looking back I don’t know how I handled it, yeah 
Futile frustration in my head 

Chorus 1x: 
I can’t help but analyze your actions, 
Neglecting mine 
Before I know I’ve fallen hard 
And now I tread water in time 

Hated it when I saw them together 
I sat around waiting for shit to end 
Unconsciously I tried to sabotage it 

To get revenge on my best friend 
Because I was in love with him before her 
I had just cause to grieve 
So not long after she broke up with him 
I got my closure on new years eve 

Chorus 2x 

I love all the bickering and insults 
And when I shout at you and you smile 
Making coffee while my mind spills over 
How I catch your art once in a while 
Shouldn’t I have grown a little wiser? 
Why haven’t I learned my lesson yet? 
And although I have made my love progresses 
I tend to learn as much as I forget 

Chorus 3x