I see the world through eyes of desperation.
Never knew how long I'd fall.
But I fell through years and years of darkness.
Still cannot seem to hit the ground

I let my guard down and you caught me by surprise.
Nothing is ever carved in stone.

Will I spend my life wondering
What could have been 
If I didn't throw it away
Or will I struggle on
And find a better path for myself ?

I've built my life upon decades of experience
But what I built for years took days for you to raze.
In the end I learned that one single snowflake
Can set an avalanche in motion.

Some questions are dangerous, the truth is not an option.
This is the illusion I pulled down over your eyes.
But I let my guard down and you caught me by surprise.
Nothing is ever carved in stone.

Will I spend my life wondering
What could have been 
If I didn't throw it away
Or will I struggle on
And find a better path for myself ?

I secure my every step, slowly I advance away from you.
How can I forgive you when it wasn't your fault ?

Will I spend my life wondering
What could have been ?

Will I spend my life wondering
What could have been 
If I didn't throw it away
Or will I struggle on
And find a better path for myself ?

Will I spend my life wondering
What could have been 
If I didn't throw it away
Or will I struggle on
And find a better path for myself ?