Wanting, watching, debating, on which way to run to,
Haunted, voices, craving, someone to run to,
I haven't lost myself in a long time,
I never tried to care when I wanted to,
I just want to be part of something,
I just want to be real like you

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Sometimes, I feel like a monster,
And times, I feel like a saint,
I'm on my knees, you're my favorite disease

Silent, warnings, tell me, that I've let things come,
Undone, show me, teach me, the way to heaven,
'Cause no other way can, I haven't lost myself in a long time,
I never tried to care when I wanted to,
I just wanted to to be part of something,
I just wanted to be real like you

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Closer, closer, closer to you, I need to be closer,
I have closure, and get closer to you,
Every step I take...

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And I love the way you kill me,
Love the way you heal me,
I love the way you kill me,
Love the way you heal me,
I love the way you kill me,
Love the way you heal me